I tend to exaggerate a lot when I am stress about life. I have 12 days until my last class of the 1st semester and it feels like a million years away. I have four papers and a presentation to do. In two days I have to take an exam in a class I already failed in, and I have to come up with a way to make sure in the mean time I stay strong in my other classes. This is the part of this blog where shit starts to get real…
School will never be for me. Never. I will always try my best but I already know I wasn’t made to sit in a classroom. I am 110% left brained. And honestly, that’s okay. This season of my life will net last forever. One day, I will graduate and do something with my life. Who knows what that will be but I am positive it will be better than this.
Besides school directly, the house I live in seems to be under stress as well. We are all so close to the end that at times it feels like no one is trying anymore. We are literally a bunch of random kids from around the world that got put together for about 5 months in this interesting house in Wazemmes. I never had roommates before that I actually cared about. I didn’t understand that when you do bond with someone that lives in your house, it’s 10x more intense then some ordinary friendship. I know what it is like to fall in love with a person’s personality and mind, not in a romantic way but in a “I want to support you and love you so much that hurts” kind of way. I never thought that I would feel this way again, then I met some of my roommates. Of course, within a group, some will bond more with similar minds than the others, and again, that’s okay. I made my bonds. I made a few great friends for life. I care a lot about them. Each of them have their own personal quirks and tendencies that challenges me and helps me grow.
I am thankful for the parties. I am thankful for deep conversations at 2 in the morning. I am thankful for the travel buddies. I am thankful for this stupid group project that almost destroyed the house. I am thankful for the hard times. I am thankful for the music. I am thankful for movie nights.
14 days until everyone moves out….. I am thankful for these past few months with these people.
The photos below are from the last house party we hosted at our place. My highschool best friend came and as you can see, we all had a blast!